Archive for April, 2007

|| 127 days

Sunday, April 22nd, 2007

Original Version (Mandarin)

Song Title : 127日

Artist : Kangta & Vanness

不知不覺 已經那麼久
我待在這
沒有你的冰河期中

即使回憶
不斷在重播

已經凍結的愛
已不會再暖和

把我很好
說的從容 (心就越必須 言不由衷)
我猶豫著
還要不要

承認我
放不開手

127日的分手
就有127顆心在痛
一天一點
讓後悔教會

我怎麼能 忽略你感受
你用多少眼 才找到離開我的理由

也許一直容忍的
都是你

因為溫柔而為我 犯下的錯

眼中只有你
美麗身影

朵只收尋 所有關於 你的消息
就算是我已經往前走

我也徘徊在
所有美好往事左右

我的心
已死去好久
(它失去了
生存的理由)

就在你不再愛我的
那一天
停止跳動

Damn baby how we end up here
You know it’s funny
I just miss you so much
I still remember holding you kissing you
I wish I could just see you right now lying in my arms
Baby I’m waiting for you
Please just come back to me
I love you

127日的分手
留下一個好想你的我

一天一年
讓時間證明

忘記你是我
做的假動作

我用了多少的寂寞了解
你離開的理由

我沒有能挽回你的
權利

除非你能了解我
心有多痛

 

Romanized Translation


Yi Er Qi Ri

Bu zhi bu jue Yi
jing na me jiu
Wo dai zai zhe Mei you ni de bing he qi zhong
Ji shi hui yi Bu duan zai chong bo
Yi jing dong jie de ai Yi bu hui zai nuan huo
Ba wo hen hao Shuo de cong rong (Xin jiu yue bi xu Yan bu you zhong)
Wo you yu zhe Hai yao bu yao
Cheng ren wo Fang bu kai shou

Yi er qi ri de fen shou Jiu you yi er qi ke xin zai tong
Yi tian yi dian Rang hou hui jiao hui
Wo zen me neng gou Hu lve ni gan shou
Ni yong duo shao yan lei Cai zhao dao li kai wo de li you
Ye xu yi zhi rong ren de Dou shi ni
Yin wei wen rou er wei wo Fan xia le cuo

Yan zhong zhi you ni Mei li shen ying
Er duo zhi shou xun Suo you guan yu ni de xiao shi
Jiu suan shi wo yi jing wan qian zou
Wo ye pai huai zai Suo you mei hao wang shi zuo you
Wo de xin Yi si qu hao jiu (Ta shi qu le Sheng cun de li you)
Jiu zai ni bu zai ai wo de Na yi tian Ting zhi tiao dong

Damn baby how we end up here
You know it’s funny
I just miss you so much
I still remember holding you kissing you
I wish I could just see you right now lying in my arms
Baby I’m waiting for you
Please just come back to me
I love you

Yi er qi ri de fen shou Liu xia yi ge hao xiang ni de wo
Yi tian yi nian Rang shi jian zheng ming
Wang ji ni shi wo Zuo de jia dong zuo
Wo yong le duo shao de ji mo liao jie Ni li kai de li you
Wo mei you neng wan hui ni de Quan li
Chu fei ni neng liao jie wo Xin you duo tong

Original Version (Korean)

 

127

오랜만이라는 인사도 나답지 않은 어색한 말투도
지냈냐 묻는 안부도 그토록 가까웠던 우리완 다르죠
모르고 지내나 봐요
이토록 힘겨운 나를 그대는 모르겠죠
아직까지 부족하죠 그대를 잊기에는
이렇게도 이기적인 떠난 거죠 잊은 거죠
견뎌보고 참아내고 잊어도 볼게요
어리석은 가슴과 눈이 이상 그댈 찾지 못하도록

눈은 그대만을 보고 나의 귀는 그대 소식만을 듣죠
바보 같은 나의 두발은 아무리 타일러도 움직이지 않죠
가슴이 멈췄나 봐요
헤어지던 시간 자리에 멈춰 섰죠
아직까지 부족하죠 그대를 잊기에는
이렇게도 이기적인 떠난 거죠 잊은 거죠
견뎌보고 참아내고 잊어도 볼게요
어리석은 가슴과 눈이 이상 그댈 찾지 못하도록

Damn baby how we end up here
You know it’s funny
I just miss you so much
I still remember holding you kissing you
I wish I could just see you right now lying in my arms
Baby I’m waiting for you
Please just come back to me
I love you

하루 지나 하루하루 그대로겠죠
이렇게도 바보 같은 년이 가도 그대로겠죠
삼켜보고 꺼내보고 울어도 보겠죠
바보 같은 가슴은 아직도 그대가 없다는
모르고 있죠

English Translation

 

127 Days

Unnoticebly, so much time has passed
I’m staying in this cold river that doesn’t have you
Even though memories constantly keep repeating
A love that’s already frozen will never warm again
The things I said so calmly (Makes the heart need to speak more insincerely)
I’m hesitating if I still want to
Admit that I can’t let go

127 days of separating has 127 hearts in pain
Day by day, little by little, let regret teach me
How could I neglect your feelings?
How many tears have you used to find a reason for leaving me?
Perhaps you were the tolerant one all along
Because gentleness has caused me to err

My eyes only have your beautiful body
My ears only receive news pertaining to you
Even if I’ve already walked forward
I’m still pacing about in my beautiful past
My heart has already died for so long (It’s lost the reason to live)
On that day that you no longer loved me, it stopped beating

Damn baby how we end up here
You know it’s funny
I just miss you so much
I still remember holding you kissing you
I wish I could just see you right now lying in my arms
Baby I’m waiting for you
Please just come back to me
I love you

127 days of separating has left me who thinks of you so much
Day by day, year by year, let time prove
That forgetting you is my fake move
How much loneliness have I used to understand your reason for leaving me?
I don’t have the privilege to retrieve you
Unless you can understand how much my heart aches

|| Pornography

Wednesday, April 11th, 2007

    Recent clampdown on bloggers stirred up many different reactions. Some feels that there will be no more sanctuary for media freedom activist to hide and do their jobs. Some may feel that the clampdown is necessary to prevent irresponsible bloggers from spreading the so called "untruths".
    Where is my stand here? I am against clampdown of the bloggers. Beforehand, I would like to share with you all what is a weblog, or popularly known as blog. (I bet some of us don’t even know blog comes from weblog. I just knew it a year ago! =P)
    A blog is a user generated website where entries are made in journal style and displayed in a reverse chronological order. Originally, blog are just newsgroup moderated by an individual or a group. Later it evolves into online diary which forms the modern weblog as what we see today.
    Blogs provide commentary or news on a particular subject, such as food, politics, or local news; some function as more personal online diaries . A typical blog combines text, images, and links to other blogs, web pages, and other media related to its topic. The ability for readers to leave comments in an interactive format is an important part of most early blogs. Most blogs are primarily textual although some focus on photographs (photoblog), sketchblog, videos (vlog), or audio (podcasting ), and are part of a wider network of social media.(Source : http://en.wikipedia.org)
    Many bloggers, in their writings, strive to differentiate themselves from the mainstream media, e.g independent media. An obvious example hard to be unnoticed is MalaysiaToday, claiming to be "your source of independent news." ( http://www.malaysia-today.net ) It hits 2,000,000 visitors per day and the readers are from all walks of life; students, professionals, politician, prominent bloggers and etc.

Another site I found it to be interesting is The Other Malaysia. (http://www.othermalaysia.org ) Headed by Dr Farish Noor, even though not hitting as much as 2,000,000 I still have thousands of reasons to visit this site at least once a week. He has the sarcasm in his writing that triggers a lot of question in my mind. One of his controversial posts, "Hang Tuah Sucks : Why We Need To Deconstruct Our Flawed Heroes" was pasted on my blog here some two months ago. His site, more than other aspects, covers history of Malaysia that is not part of our brown SEJARAH Tingkatan 1,2,3,4 or 5 textbooks.

    I couldn’t disagree with views that blogs actually shape minds of our youngsters today. Most of them, even though healthy and capable, but they are bound to the chair. Of course not the wheelchair, but the chair in front of their personal computers. They spend more and more time compared to their predecessors whom are not-so-computer-literate. I even have a friend who spends most of his time reading blogs and he can’t live even for one day without internet connection.
    Pathetic? Ironic? I don’t think so. Some of the articles posted by bloggers are worth reading and they contain useful information, just like the mainstream media. However, "filter" must be turned on while reading articles from blogs all over the cyberspace. Though solicited, some of the articles may be misleading and spreading the false allegations and hatred. Same applies to mainstream medias. They may be leaded by several respected journalist or editors, but the news in the mainstream media can be confusing and creating a good perception on something that had gone from bad to worst.
    Certain parties link independent media with opposition parties. However this is not always the case. Jeff Ooi, a prominent blogger who is facing sue case from NST Group involving one of his recent post in his Screenshots is one of them.( I presume he and Rocky Bru are the first victims of the clampdown) DAP leader, Lim Kit Siang also has his own site which highlights the issues and debate in Parliament. His site enables the rakyats to actually know strips of dialogues and topics being debated in the House of Commons or Dewan Rakyat.

In this information age, everything is available in the Net. I can even download "good stuffs" happily without any fees or any passkeys, provided I have a connection fast enough considering the large file sizes. Everything is in cyberspace for you, make the right choice.

50 years of coalition rule is too much. It’s time to change.

p/s : My family’s business place was recently being robbed. My father loses his cellphone and cash. High crime rate as being reported, a 40% increase from last year. Blame who? Pat yourself and knock some sense into your head. COALITION.

|| nate apo tu?

Wednesday, April 4th, 2007

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Medea and Mat Ley (Mat Dea) at maintenance office.

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Me at maintenance office

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Payeh with his extraordinary flexible neck

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Gay of the lifetime~

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Room 327 and the quest for mcD at KB

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"Japanese" hottie of Pantai Sabak

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Sabir and his pet goat

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Jamil Bondat and his Golok gun